Student's Life

Bismillah and peace be upon you all .

so, life's kinda buzy recently. i've got too many stuffs i wanna do and to many stuffs i gotta do with so little time. 

lemme correct them, it's not the time that is little but maybe you didn't get the barakah of it. 

right? think about it , how many times do you actually make dua to Allah to give you barakah of time, barakah of rizq, barakah of ilm and every single simple stuffs we often take for granted.

I'm saying this to me myself bcs i know i always forget about this kind of stuffs. It may look simple but it actually makes a lot of difference , dua actually makes our life much better, much more simpler, and much more happier.

Please, you gotta know where you stand. You're a slave. You don't get anything, you don't own anything. Everything you thought you have, you thought you earn them, it's actually with Allah's permission you got to get those stuffs. So tak payah nak bongkak , bangga dengan benda yang hakikatnya bukan hang punya pun. 

Feels funny to be proud , to be feeling good with something that is not yours, don't cha?

Yesterday talk, the Ust told us to betulkan our niat. Study bukan sebab target nak kerja gaji besaq, ust kate , hang ikhlaskan diri dulu, duit itu akan datang sendiri nanti :) So, just believe and put your trust in him.

I wanna write about my friend, a housemate of mine actually, but, the mood is kinda,uh, not good at the moment. So maybe later i guess. 

She got some problems with her marks but i can't seem to do anything to support her. I feel kinda useless you know. Bcs i was brought up in a broken family, my mom, she doesn't really tells us stories, so i'm not the kind of person to tell , i don't speak much. So , uh, yeah, that;s mainly it. The summary of the problems.

And one more, i get annoyed with people way too easily. And i don't know how to change that. The most i can do at the moment is to remain silent when they annoy me. 

So let's just pray may Allah ease everything and pray i get full marks for my exam tomorrow. 

bye.

Salam second exam,

Hurunein,

irbid, jordan.

rabu

6 Mei 2015

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